Just an Ordinary Girl

No one likes to be told they Can't Some people suffer from anxiety, others depression, bipolar, drugs, alcohol, the list can go on. But what causes these? Research and studies show that these things tend to come from issues that the person had as a child. Abuse, emotional, sexual, or physical, any one of these can force a person to have anyone of these symptoms. PTSD, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is one that you usually don't compare when you hear abuse. But it's real. It hurts and it's hard. Covering her ears, she started to sing softly to herself. Trying to push the yelling out of her mind. Snuggling up to her older brother who held her close, she started creating a new world. A world where everyone loved each other and no one yelled. No one would hit or scream, no one would put other's down. She whispered to her friend, "I wish it would stop, take me away from here please" She begged for her imaginary friend to take her to this perfect worl...

Remember that you are strong enough to over come anything that you are going through. I have felt like I couldn't make it through life many times. But remembering this helped to get through it, you can too!

Remember, if you can make it up, you can make it down!!! After weeks of stress and the inability to take a break from life, finally the moment had come. A three day weekend with no worries of work or school, just a relaxing weekend of enjoying life. It all started on a early Monday morning. Three roommates decided to trek up the side of a mountain, one of the tallest peaks in the valley. They were very well prepared with water, food and a first aid kit. All was well, they had studied the trail and where ready for an adventure. Praying that all would go well they started up. These three hikers were not what you would call out of shape, but they sure were not your Olympic cross country runners. The trail said it was moderate, in other words if you are a beginner this is highly advanced. The first encounter as they started up was not what you would call the friendliest. Being in the spring, mating season, they had to watch carefully for snakes. But in the moment that they ...

                              Just an ordinary girl I am a thirteen year old lump of life... .I have no purpose, no reason, no not anything......         I am just an ordinary girl, and this is my story...... I walk through the halls of school I get those half looks, wow she's fat! Does she even talk to anyone. Living duel lives. At school I am a quiet shy person, I stick to the walls, stare at the floors, watch my shoes go by. I am a no body, no one notices. At home I am myself....or who I think I should be myself. I talk, I am open but does anyone really know who I am? I am a human being of billions of people, who even cares? Who am I? Do I even matter? What's the point to all this? No one cares about me. No one would even be sad if I left. I am a fat no good for nothing lump. I hate everything. I can't do anything right. Life just stinks, what the heck am I suppose to d...